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I hate feeling this way.

So… drained.

There are people it seems who are, and will always be, light-suckers.  No matter how much I try, no matter how much of myself I give, it’s never enough.  More than that is what I get back, nothing.  Nothing but broken promises, excuses, outright lies.  It leaves me feeling lost, confused, frustrated, trying to sort out what’s real and what’s not, it literally sucks the life out of me.

I’m done dealing with light-suckers.  I just cannot allow this to continue.  It’s a matter of self-preservation.

Trapt – “Black Rose”

I saw you in the garden, I wanted you so much
I really thought that you were different, Oh I couldn’t get enough
I tried to save you from yourself, I felt every high and low
But the lows have drowned the highs away, now there’s nowhere else to go

Black rose your thorns are cutting into me
For the last time
Black rose I watched your petals wilt away
I couldn’t bring you back to life

You were always where the sun could never go
I never wanted you to have to be alone
But I couldn’t find a way to help you grow
Black rose

You never tell me how you feel, and your moods they always change
I really tried to make it real, but you never had faith
I tried to give you something good, take the pain away
I tried to make you understand, you don’t have to be this way

Black rose your thorns are cutting into me
For the last time
Black rose I watched your petals wilt away
I couldn’t bring you back to life

You were always where the sun could never go
I never wanted you to have to be alone
But I couldn’t find a way to help you grow
Black rose

I’m not the one who hurt you
So why are you so scared?
All that you’ve been put through
Couldn’t be repaired
I’m not the one who hurt you
I’m the only one who cared
You’ll need someone to turn to
And I will not be there

Every time I held you, I knew that it would hurt
Only through the pain, I could find a way to learn

Black rose your thorns are cutting into me
For the last time
Black rose I watched your petals wilt away
So wilt away, couldn’t bring you back to life

You were always where the sun could never go
I never wanted you to have to be alone
But I couldn’t find a way to help you grow
Black rose

I’m not the one who hurt you
So why are you so scared?
All that you’ve been put through
Couldn’t be repaired
I’m not the one who hurt you
I’m the only one who cared
You’ll need someone to turn to
And I will not be there

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